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The soldier never becomes wholly familiar with the conception of his foes as men like himself; he cannot divest himself of the feeling that they are another order of beings, differently conditioned, in an environment not altogether of the earth.

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How curiously we had regarded everything! how odd it all had seemed! Nothing had appeared quite familiar; the most commonplace objects—an old saddle, a splintered wheel, a forgotten canteen—everything had related something of the mysterious personality of those strange men who had been killing us.

The soldier never becomes wholly familiar with the conception of his foes as men like himself; he cannot divest himself of the feeling that they are another order of beings, differently conditioned, in an environment not altogether of the earth.

The smallest vestiges of them rivet his attention and engage his interest. He thinks of them as inaccessible; and, catching an unexpected glimpse of them, they appear farther away, and therefore larger, than they really are—like objects in a fog.

No one who has ever been in action but remembers how naturally every rifle turns toward the man on a white horse; no one but has observed how a bit of red enrages the bull of battle.

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Galloping rapidly along in the edge of the open ground comes a young officer on a snow-white horse. His saddle blanket is scarlet. What a fool!

No one who has ever been in action but remembers how naturally every rifle turns toward the man on a white horse; no one but has observed how a bit of red enrages the bull of battle.

That such colors are fashionable in military life must be accepted as the most astonishing of all the phenomena of human vanity. They would seem to have been devised to increase the death-rate.

That such colors are fashionable in military life must be accepted as the most astonishing of all the phenomena of human vanity.

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His saddle blanket is scarlet. What a fool! No one who has ever been in action but remembers how naturally every rifle turns toward the man on a white horse; no one but has observed how a bit of red enrages the bull of battle.

That such colors are fashionable in military life must be accepted as the most astonishing of all the phenomena of human vanity.

They would seem to have been devised to increase the death-rate.

Of course, it came at last; he who ignores the law of probabilities challenges an adversary that is seldom beaten.

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We wished he were not a fool, but he went on that way to the end, sometimes hard hit, but always returning to duty about as good as new.

Of course, it came at last; he who ignores the law of probabilities challenges an adversary that is seldom beaten.

It was at Resaca, in Georgia, during the movement that resulted in the taking of Atlanta. In front of our brigade the enemy’s line of earthworks ran through open fields along a slight crest.

It is an army regulation that the wounded must wait; the best way to care for them is to win the battle.

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Among them moved the stretcher-bearers, gathering and carrying away the few who showed signs of life. Most of the wounded had died of neglect while the right to minister to their wants was in dispute.

It is an army regulation that the wounded must wait; the best way to care for them is to win the battle.

It must be confessed that victory is a distinct advantage to a man requiring attention, but many do not live to avail themselves of it.

I have never been dead in all my life. I have heard that death is a serious matter, but never from any of those who have experienced it.

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“How can I know that?

I have never been dead in all my life. I have heard that death is a serious matter, but never from any of those who have experienced it.

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  1. Chapter I
  2. Chapter II
  3. Chapter I
  4. Chapter III
  5. Chickamauga
  6. A Son of the Gods
  7. One of the Missing
  8. Killed at Resaca
  9. The Affair at Coulters Notch
  10. The Coup de Grâce
  11. Parker Adderson, Philosopher
  12. I: Concerning the Wish to Be Dead
  13. II: How to Say What Is Worth Hearing
  14. I: Of the Uses of Civility
  15. II: Under What Circumstances Men Do Not Wish to Be Shot
  16. III: How to Play the Cannon Without Notes
  17. IV: To Introduce General Masterson
  18. One Officer, One Man
  19. George Thurston
  20. The Mockingbird
  21. The Man Out of the Nose
  22. An Adventure at Brownville
  23. The Famous Gilson Bequest
  24. The Applicant
  25. Chapter II
  26. Chapter III
  27. Chapter II
  28. Chapter III
  29. Chapter I
  30. Chapter III
  31. Chapter IV
  32. The Night
  33. The Day Before
  34. The Boarded Window

Chapter I

But if detected he would be dead shortly afterward, death being the just and legal penalty of his crime.

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But for the somewhat methodical disposition of his limbs and a slight rhythmic movement of the cartridge-box at the back of his belt he might have been thought to be dead. He was asleep at his post of duty.

But if detected he would be dead shortly afterward, death being the just and legal penalty of his crime.

The clump of laurel in which the criminal lay was in the angle of a road which after ascending southward a steep acclivity to that point turned sharply to the west, running along the summit for perhaps one hundred yards.

No country is so wild and difficult but men will make it a theatre of war; concealed in the forest at the bottom of that military rattrap, in which half a hundred men in possession of the exits might have starved an army to submission, lay five regiments of Federal infantry.

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… shut in, and one could but have wondered how the road which found a way out of it had found a way into it, and whence came and whither went the waters of the stream that parted the meadow more than a thousand feet below.

No country is so wild and difficult but men will make it a theatre of war; concealed in the forest at the bottom of that military rattrap, in which half a hundred men in possession of the exits might have starved an army to submission, lay five regiments of Federal infantry.

They had marched all the previous day and night and were resting.

Chapter II

This courageous gentleman and hardy soldier was near swooning from intensity of emotion.

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His hand fell away from his weapon, his head slowly dropped until his face rested on the leaves in which he lay.

This courageous gentleman and hardy soldier was near swooning from intensity of emotion.

It was not for long; in another moment his face was raised from earth, his hands resumed their places on the rifle, his forefinger sought the trigger; mind, heart, and eyes were clear, conscience and reason sound. He could not hope to capture that enemy;

Chapter I

Death is a dignitary who when he comes announced is to be received with formal manifestations of respect, even by those most familiar with him.

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The company faced the bridge, staring stonily, motionless. The sentinels, facing the banks of the stream, might have been statues to adorn the bridge. The captain stood with folded arms, silent, observing the work of his subordinates, but making no sign.

Death is a dignitary who when he comes announced is to be received with formal manifestations of respect, even by those most familiar with him.

In the code of military etiquette silence and fixity are forms of deference.

In the code of military etiquette silence and fixity are forms of deference.

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The captain stood with folded arms, silent, observing the work of his subordinates, but making no sign. Death is a dignitary who when he comes announced is to be received with formal manifestations of respect, even by those most familiar with him.

In the code of military etiquette silence and fixity are forms of deference.

The man who was engaged in being hanged was apparently about thirty-five years of age. He was a civilian, if one might judge from his habit, which was that of a planter.

The man who was engaged in being hanged was apparently about thirty-five years of age.

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Death is a dignitary who when he comes announced is to be received with formal manifestations of respect, even by those most familiar with him. In the code of military etiquette silence and fixity are forms of deference.

The man who was engaged in being hanged was apparently about thirty-five years of age.

He was a civilian, if one might judge from his habit, which was that of a planter.

The liberal military code makes provision for hanging many kinds of persons, and gentlemen are not excluded.

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He wore a mustache and pointed beard, but no whiskers; his eyes were large and dark gray, and had a kindly expression which one would hardly have expected in one whose neck was in the hemp. Evidently this was no vulgar assassin.

The liberal military code makes provision for hanging many kinds of persons, and gentlemen are not excluded.

The preparations being complete, the two private soldiers stepped aside and each drew away the plank upon which he had been standing. The sergeant turned to the captain, saluted and placed himself immediately behind that officer, who in turn moved apart one pace.

The arrangement commended itself to his judgment as simple and effective.

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it was now held by that of the sergeant. At a signal from the former the latter would step aside, the plank would tilt and the condemned man go down between two ties.

The arrangement commended itself to his judgment as simple and effective.

His face had not been covered nor his eyes bandaged. He looked a moment at his “unsteadfast footing,” then let his gaze wander to the swirling water of the stream racing madly beneath his feet.

Chapter III

He was conscious of motion.

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As to his head, he was conscious of nothing but a feeling of fullness—of congestion. These sensations were unaccompanied by thought. The intellectual part of his nature was already effaced; he had power only to feel, and feeling was torment.

He was conscious of motion.

Encompassed in a luminous cloud, of which he was now merely the fiery heart, without material substance, he swung through unthinkable arcs of oscillation, like a vast pendulum.

He had no wish to perfect his escape⁠—was content to remain in that enchanting spot until retaken.

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he noted a definite order in their arrangement, inhaled the fragrance of their blooms. A strange, roseate light shone through the spaces among their trunks and the wind made in their branches the music of aeolian harps.

He had no wish to perfect his escape⁠—was content to remain in that enchanting spot until retaken.

A whiz and rattle of grapeshot among the branches high above his head roused him from his dream. The baffled cannoneer had fired him a random farewell. He sprang to his feet, rushed up the sloping bank, and plunged into the forest.

Chickamauga

The wood birds sang merrily above his head; the squirrels, whisking their bravery of tail, ran barking from tree to tree, unconscious of the pity of it, and somewhere far away was a strange, muffled thunder, as if the partridges were drumming in celebration of nature’s victory over the son of her immemorial enslavers.

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… feet through the tangled undergrowth, till at last, overcome by fatigue, he lay down in a narrow space between two rocks, within a few yards of the stream and still grasping his toy sword, no longer a weapon but a companion, sobbed himself to sleep.

The wood birds sang merrily above his head; the squirrels, whisking their bravery of tail, ran barking from tree to tree, unconscious of the pity of it, and somewhere far away was a strange, muffled thunder, as if the partridges were drumming in celebration of nature’s victory over the son of her immemorial enslavers.

And back at the little plantation, where white men and black were hastily searching the fields and hedges in alarm, a mother’s heart was breaking for her missing child.

The very ground seemed in motion toward the creek.

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They came by dozens and by hundreds; as far on either hand as one could see in the deepening gloom they extended and the black wood behind them appeared to be inexhaustible.

The very ground seemed in motion toward the creek.

Occasionally one who had paused did not again go on, but lay motionless. He was dead. Some, pausing, made strange gestures with their hands, erected their arms and lowered them again, clasped their heads;

Surely such a leader never before had such a following.

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He placed himself in the lead, his wooden sword still in hand, and solemnly directed the march, conforming his pace to theirs and occasionally turning as if to see that his forces did not straggle.

Surely such a leader never before had such a following.

Scattered about upon the ground now slowly narrowing by the encroachment of this awful march to water, were certain articles to which, in the leader’s mind, were coupled no significant associations:

A Son of the Gods

The soldier never becomes wholly familiar with the conception of his foes as men like himself; he cannot divest himself of the feeling that they are another order of beings, differently conditioned, in an environment not altogether of the earth.

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How curiously we had regarded everything! how odd it all had seemed! Nothing had appeared quite familiar; the most commonplace objects—an old saddle, a splintered wheel, a forgotten canteen—everything had related something of the mysterious personality of those strange men who had been killing us.

The soldier never becomes wholly familiar with the conception of his foes as men like himself; he cannot divest himself of the feeling that they are another order of beings, differently conditioned, in an environment not altogether of the earth.

The smallest vestiges of them rivet his attention and engage his interest. He thinks of them as inaccessible; and, catching an unexpected glimpse of them, they appear farther away, and therefore larger, than they really are—like objects in a fog.

No one who has ever been in action but remembers how naturally every rifle turns toward the man on a white horse; no one but has observed how a bit of red enrages the bull of battle.

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Galloping rapidly along in the edge of the open ground comes a young officer on a snow-white horse. His saddle blanket is scarlet. What a fool!

No one who has ever been in action but remembers how naturally every rifle turns toward the man on a white horse; no one but has observed how a bit of red enrages the bull of battle.

That such colors are fashionable in military life must be accepted as the most astonishing of all the phenomena of human vanity. They would seem to have been devised to increase the death-rate.

That such colors are fashionable in military life must be accepted as the most astonishing of all the phenomena of human vanity.

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His saddle blanket is scarlet. What a fool! No one who has ever been in action but remembers how naturally every rifle turns toward the man on a white horse; no one but has observed how a bit of red enrages the bull of battle.

That such colors are fashionable in military life must be accepted as the most astonishing of all the phenomena of human vanity.

They would seem to have been devised to increase the death-rate.

He is all agleam with bullion⁠—a blue-and-gold edition of the Poetry of War.

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This young officer is in full uniform, as if on parade.

He is all agleam with bullion⁠—a blue-and-gold edition of the Poetry of War.

A wave of derisive laughter runs abreast of him all along the line. But how handsome he is!—with what careless grace he sits his horse!

He is not alone⁠—he draws all souls after him.

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Straight on he rides. Ten thousand pairs of eyes are fixed upon him with an intensity that he can hardly fail to feel; ten thousand hearts keep quick time to the inaudible hoofbeats of his snowy steed.

He is not alone⁠—he draws all souls after him.

But we remember that we laughed! On and on, straight for the hedge-lined wall, he rides. Not a look backward. O, if he would but turn—if he could but see the love, the adoration, the atonement!

Such is the magnetism of courage and devotion.

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… trembling with the thunder of great guns, dine in the midst of streaming missiles, and play at cards among the dead faces of their dearest friends—all are watching with suspended breath and beating hearts the outcome of an act involving the life of one man.

Such is the magnetism of courage and devotion.

If now you should turn your head you would see a simultaneous movement among the spectators—a start, as if they had received an electric shock—and looking forward again to the now distant horseman you would see that he has in that instant altered his direction …

What a price to pay for gratified curiosity! At what a dear rate an army must sometimes purchase knowledge!

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At the first volley a half of the questioning line will fall, the other half before it can accomplish the predestined retreat.

What a price to pay for gratified curiosity! At what a dear rate an army must sometimes purchase knowledge!

“Let me pay all,” says this gallant man—this military Christ!

But firing is infectious⁠—and see how rapidly he moves, with never a pause except as he whirls his horse about to take a new direction, never directly backward toward us, never directly forward toward his executioners.

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Besides, there has been time enough to forbid them all to fire. True, a single rifle-shot might drop him and be no great disclosure.

But firing is infectious⁠—and see how rapidly he moves, with never a pause except as he whirls his horse about to take a new direction, never directly backward toward us, never directly forward toward his executioners.

All this is visible through the glass; it seems occurring within pistol-shot; we see all but the enemy, whose presence, whose thoughts, whose motives we infer.

It is a sign to us, to the world, to posterity. It is a hero’s salute to death and history.

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He stands erect, motionless, holding his sabre in his right hand straight above his head. His face is toward us. Now he lowers his hand to a level with his face and moves it outward, the blade of the sabre describing a downward curve.

It is a sign to us, to the world, to posterity. It is a hero’s salute to death and history.

Again the spell is broken; our men attempt to cheer; they are choking with emotion; they utter hoarse, discordant cries; they clutch their weapons and press tumultuously forward into the open.

One of the Missing

It was slow work, but not tedious; the danger made it exciting, but by no physical signs was the excitement manifest.

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His eyes penetrated everywhere, his ears took note of every sound. He stilled his breathing, and at the cracking of a twig beneath his knee stopped his progress and hugged the earth.

It was slow work, but not tedious; the danger made it exciting, but by no physical signs was the excitement manifest.

His pulse was as regular, his nerves were as steady as if he were trying to trap a sparrow.

The piece was, in fact, aimed at the exact centre of his forehead.

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He was unable to see the upper surface of the barrel, but could see the under surface of the stock at a slight angle.

The piece was, in fact, aimed at the exact centre of his forehead.

In the perception of this circumstance, in the recollection that just previously to the mischance of which this uncomfortable situation was the result he had cocked the rifle and set the trigger so that a touch would discharge it, Private Searing was affected with a …

The world had passed away⁠—not a vestige remained. Here in this confusion of timbers and boards is the sole universe.

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It seemed to throb with a slow, regular recurrence, each pulsation sharper than the preceding, and sometimes he cried out, thinking he felt the fatal bullet. No thoughts of home, of wife and children, of country, of glory. The whole record of memory was effaced.

The world had passed away⁠—not a vestige remained. Here in this confusion of timbers and boards is the sole universe.

Here is immortality in time—each pain an everlasting life. The throbs tick off eternities.

Here is immortality in time⁠—each pain an everlasting life. The throbs tick off eternities.

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No thoughts of home, of wife and children, of country, of glory. The whole record of memory was effaced. The world had passed away—not a vestige remained. Here in this confusion of timbers and boards is the sole universe.

Here is immortality in time⁠—each pain an everlasting life. The throbs tick off eternities.

Jerome Searing, the man of courage, the formidable enemy, the strong, resolute warrior, was as pale as a ghost. His jaw was fallen; his eyes protruded; he trembled in every fibre; a cold sweat bathed his entire body; he screamed with fear.

He was not insane⁠—he was terrified.

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Jerome Searing, the man of courage, the formidable enemy, the strong, resolute warrior, was as pale as a ghost. His jaw was fallen; his eyes protruded; he trembled in every fibre; a cold sweat bathed his entire body; he screamed with fear.

He was not insane⁠—he was terrified.

In groping about with his torn and bleeding hand he seized at last a strip of board, and, pulling, felt it give way.

Killed at Resaca

As to the rest, he had a gentleman’s manners, a scholar’s head, and a lion’s heart.

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As he was commonly in full uniform, especially in action, when most officers are content to be less flamboyantly attired, he was a very striking and conspicuous figure.

As to the rest, he had a gentleman’s manners, a scholar’s head, and a lion’s heart.

His age was about thirty.

“Captain, if ever I come to grief by forgetting your advice, I hope my last moments will be cheered by the sound of your beloved voice breathing into my ear the blessed words, ‘I told you so.’ ”

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In the few instances when some of us had ventured to remonstrate, Brayle had smiled pleasantly and made some light reply, which, however, had not encouraged a further pursuit of the subject. Once he said:

“Captain, if ever I come to grief by forgetting your advice, I hope my last moments will be cheered by the sound of your beloved voice breathing into my ear the blessed words, ‘I told you so.’ ”

We laughed at the captain—just why we could probably not have explained—and that afternoon when he was shot to rags from an ambuscade Brayle remained by the body for some time, adjusting the limbs with needless care—there in the middle of a road swept by …

Of course, it came at last; he who ignores the law of probabilities challenges an adversary that is seldom beaten.

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We wished he were not a fool, but he went on that way to the end, sometimes hard hit, but always returning to duty about as good as new.

Of course, it came at last; he who ignores the law of probabilities challenges an adversary that is seldom beaten.

It was at Resaca, in Georgia, during the movement that resulted in the taking of Atlanta. In front of our brigade the enemy’s line of earthworks ran through open fields along a slight crest.

The letter showed evidence of cultivation and good breeding, but it was an ordinary love letter, if a love letter can be ordinary.

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It had the following date line: “San Francisco, Cal., July 9, 1862.” The signature was “Darling,” in marks of quotation. Incidentally, in the body of the text, the writer’s full name was given—Marian Mendenhall.

The letter showed evidence of cultivation and good breeding, but it was an ordinary love letter, if a love letter can be ordinary.

There was not much in it, but there was something. It was this:

I had never seen anything so beautiful as this detestable creature.

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As she asked the question she turned her face about and slightly upward. The light of the burning letter was reflected in her eyes and touched her cheek with a tinge of crimson like the stain upon its page.

I had never seen anything so beautiful as this detestable creature.

“He was bitten by a snake,” I replied.

The Affair at Coulters Notch

The spirit of military subordination is not favorable to retort, nor even to deprecation.

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The tone of irony was now unmistakable. It angered the colonel, but he did not know what to say.

The spirit of military subordination is not favorable to retort, nor even to deprecation.

At this moment a young officer of artillery came riding slowly up the road attended by his bugler. It was Captain Coulter. He could not have been more than twenty-three years of age.

The Coup de Grâce

It is an army regulation that the wounded must wait; the best way to care for them is to win the battle.

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Among them moved the stretcher-bearers, gathering and carrying away the few who showed signs of life. Most of the wounded had died of neglect while the right to minister to their wants was in dispute.

It is an army regulation that the wounded must wait; the best way to care for them is to win the battle.

It must be confessed that victory is a distinct advantage to a man requiring attention, but many do not live to avail themselves of it.

It must be confessed that victory is a distinct advantage to a man requiring attention, but many do not live to avail themselves of it.

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Most of the wounded had died of neglect while the right to minister to their wants was in dispute. It is an army regulation that the wounded must wait; the best way to care for them is to win the battle.

It must be confessed that victory is a distinct advantage to a man requiring attention, but many do not live to avail themselves of it.

The dead were collected in groups of a dozen or a score and laid side by side in rows while the trenches were dug to receive them.

The enemy’s fallen had to be content with counting. But of that they got enough: many of them were counted several times, and the total, as given afterward in the official report of the victorious commander, denoted rather a hope than a result.

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There was little attempt at identification, though in most cases, the burial parties being detailed to glean the same ground which they had assisted to reap, the names of the victorious dead were known and listed.

The enemy’s fallen had to be content with counting. But of that they got enough: many of them were counted several times, and the total, as given afterward in the official report of the victorious commander, denoted rather a hope than a result.

At some little distance from the spot where one of the burial parties had established its “bivouac of the dead,” a man in the uniform of a Federal officer stood leaning against a tree.

A habit of the heart is not easily broken off.

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In so far as disparity of rank, difference in duties and considerations of military discipline would permit they were commonly together. They had, indeed, grown up together from childhood.

A habit of the heart is not easily broken off.

Caffal Halcrow had nothing military in his taste nor disposition, but the thought of separation from his friend was disagreeable; he enlisted in the company in which Madwell was second-lieutenant.

The art of repartee was cultivated in military circles as early as 1862.

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“Sir, I invite you to accompany the movement. A mounted officer would be a conspicuous mark, and I have long held the opinion that it would be better if you were dead.”

The art of repartee was cultivated in military circles as early as 1862.

A half-hour later Captain Madwell’s company was driven from its position at the head of the ravine, with a loss of one-third its number. Among the fallen was Sergeant Halcrow.

Parker Adderson, Philosopher

It was no part of that warrior’s duty to smile; he had been detailed for another purpose.

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it did not communicate itself to the other persons exposed to it—the caught spy who had provoked it and the armed guard who had brought him into the tent and now stood a little apart, watching his prisoner in the yellow candlelight.

It was no part of that warrior’s duty to smile; he had been detailed for another purpose.

The conversation was resumed; it was in character a trial for a capital offense.

“Regarding, particularly, their numbers. Their disposition I already knew. It is morose.”

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“You admit, then, that you are a spy—that you came into my camp, disguised as you are in the uniform of a Confederate soldier, to obtain information secretly regarding the numbers and disposition of my troops.”

“Regarding, particularly, their numbers. Their disposition I already knew. It is morose.”

The general brightened again; the guard, with a severer sense of his responsibility, accentuated the austerity of his expression and stood a trifle more erect than before.

“I hope, General, the spectacle will be intelligently arranged, for I shall attend it myself.”

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“Yes; it is a memorandum for an order to be read to the troops at reveille concerning your execution. Also some notes for the guidance of the provost-marshal in arranging the details of that event.”

“I hope, General, the spectacle will be intelligently arranged, for I shall attend it myself.”

“Have you any arrangements of your own that you wish to make? Do you wish to see a chaplain, for example?”

I have never been dead in all my life. I have heard that death is a serious matter, but never from any of those who have experienced it.

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“How can I know that?

I have never been dead in all my life. I have heard that death is a serious matter, but never from any of those who have experienced it.

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Nature appears to have ordered the matter quite in my interest⁠—the way that I should have ordered it myself.

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“When I am hanged tomorrow morning it will be quite the same; while conscious I shall be living; when dead, unconscious.

Nature appears to have ordered the matter quite in my interest⁠—the way that I should have ordered it myself.

It is so simple,” he added with a smile, “that it seems hardly worth while to be hanged at all.”

You can hang me, General, but there your power of evil ends; you cannot condemn me to heaven.

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To us it is horrible because we have inherited the tendency to think it so, accounting for the notion by wild and fanciful theories of another world—as names of places give rise to legends explaining them and reasonless conduct to philosophies in justification.

You can hang me, General, but there your power of evil ends; you cannot condemn me to heaven.

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I: Concerning the Wish to Be Dead

I am a Southerner in fact and in feeling, but it is my habit in matters of importance to act as I think, not as I feel.

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“I have altered neither my convictions nor my sympathies,” said the other, tranquilly. “While my sympathies are with the South, as you do me the honor to recollect, I have never doubted that the North was in the right.

I am a Southerner in fact and in feeling, but it is my habit in matters of importance to act as I think, not as I feel.

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The heart is what men fight with.

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I do not doubt your good faith, and I know you to be abundantly fitted by intelligence and special training for the duties of an officer. Your convictions, you say, favor the Union cause, but I prefer a man with his heart in it.

The heart is what men fight with.

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“This is a bad business,” he said.

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Left alone, the Governor remained for a time motionless, leaning against his desk. Presently he shrugged his shoulders as if throwing off a burden.

“This is a bad business,” he said.

Seating himself at a reading-table before the fire, he took up the book nearest his hand, absently opening it. His eyes fell upon this sentence:

II: How to Say What Is Worth Hearing

The bedraggled soldier looked up from his trench as they passed, leaned upon his spade and audibly damned them to signify his sense of their ornamental irrelevance to the austerities of his trade.

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Things of charm they were, rich in suggestions of peaceful lands beyond a sea of strife.

The bedraggled soldier looked up from his trench as they passed, leaned upon his spade and audibly damned them to signify his sense of their ornamental irrelevance to the austerities of his trade.

“I think, Governor,” said General Masterson one day, going into informal session atop of his horse and throwing one leg across the pommel of his saddle, his favorite posture—“I think I would not ride any farther in that direction if I were you.

I: Of the Uses of Civility

It is one of the important uses of civility to signify resentment.

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The artillerist saluted slowly, gravely, and with extreme formality. One acquainted with the niceties of military etiquette would have said that by his manner he attested a sense of the rebuke that he had incurred.

It is one of the important uses of civility to signify resentment.

When the general had joined his staff and escort, awaiting him at a little distance, the whole cavalcade moved off toward the right of the guns and vanished in the fog. Captain Ransome was alone, silent, motionless as an equestrian statue.

II: Under What Circumstances Men Do Not Wish to Be Shot

Dead upon the field of honor, yes; but the field of honor was so very wet! It makes a difference.

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Very repulsive these wrecks looked—not at all heroic, and nobody was accessible to the infection of their patriotic example.

Dead upon the field of honor, yes; but the field of honor was so very wet! It makes a difference.

The general engagement that all expected did not occur, none of the small advantages accruing, now to this side and now to that, in isolated and accidental collisions being followed up. Halfhearted attacks provoked a sullen resistance which was satisfied with mere repulse.

Orders were obeyed with mechanical fidelity; no one did any more than his duty.

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The general engagement that all expected did not occur, none of the small advantages accruing, now to this side and now to that, in isolated and accidental collisions being followed up. Halfhearted attacks provoked a sullen resistance which was satisfied with mere repulse.

Orders were obeyed with mechanical fidelity; no one did any more than his duty.

“The army is cowardly today,” said General Cameron, the commander of a Federal brigade, to his adjutant-general.

An army has a personality. Beneath the individual thoughts and emotions of its component parts it thinks and feels as a unit.

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they lacked sting and resonance. The guns seemed to be fired with light charges, unshotted. And so the futile day wore on to its dreary close, and then to a night of discomfort succeeded a day of apprehension.

An army has a personality. Beneath the individual thoughts and emotions of its component parts it thinks and feels as a unit.

And in this large, inclusive sense of things lies a wiser wisdom than the mere sum of all that it knows.

III: How to Play the Cannon Without Notes

His world was a few square yards of wet and trampled earth about the feet of his horse.

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A few yards away his men were standing at their guns. Somewhere—everywhere within a few miles—were a hundred thousand men, friends and enemies. Yet he was alone. The mist had isolated him as completely as if he had been in the heart of a desert.

His world was a few square yards of wet and trampled earth about the feet of his horse.

His comrades in that ghostly domain were invisible and inaudible. These were conditions favorable to thought, and he was thinking. Of the nature of his thoughts his clear-cut handsome features yielded no attesting sign. His face was as inscrutable as that of the sphinx.

IV: To Introduce General Masterson

As the greatest cities are most provincial, so the self-complacency of aristocracies is most frankly plebeian.

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It was customary for officers of the regular army to speak of it as “the army.”

As the greatest cities are most provincial, so the self-complacency of aristocracies is most frankly plebeian.

“He is too fond of his opinion. By the way, in order to occupy the hill that he holds I had to extend my line dangerously. The hill is on my left—that is to say the left flank of the army.”

One Officer, One Man

The men who do not fight are never ready.

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The homogeneous becomes heterogeneous. Definition is lacking; repose is replaced by an apparently purposeless activity; harmony vanishes in hubbub, form in disorder. Commotion everywhere and ceaseless unrest.

The men who do not fight are never ready.

From his position at the right of his company in the front rank, Captain Graffenreid had an unobstructed outlook toward the enemy. A half-mile of open and nearly level ground lay before him, and beyond it an irregular wood, covering a slight acclivity;

They were too busy to be just; he was looked upon as one who had shirked his duty, until forced unwillingly into the field.

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By none—not even by those of his brother officers in whose favor he had waived his rights—was his devotion to duty understood.

They were too busy to be just; he was looked upon as one who had shirked his duty, until forced unwillingly into the field.

Too proud to explain, yet not too insensible to feel, he could only endure and hope.

The delay was hideous, maddening! It unnerved like a respite at the guillotine.

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They awaited the word “forward”—awaited, too, with beating hearts and set teeth the gusts of lead and iron that were to smite them at their first movement in obedience to that word. The word was not given; the tempest did not break out.

The delay was hideous, maddening! It unnerved like a respite at the guillotine.

Captain Graffenreid stood at the head of his company, the dead man at his feet. He heard the battle on the right—rattle and crash of musketry, ceaseless thunder of cannon, desultory cheers of invisible combatants. He marked ascending clouds of smoke from distant forests.

George Thurston

When one is tranquilly looking death in the eye and refusing him any concession one naturally has a good opinion of one’s self.

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If we had all fired he would have been torn to shreds. Some of us didn’t. I didn’t, for one; nothing could have induced me.”

When one is tranquilly looking death in the eye and refusing him any concession one naturally has a good opinion of one’s self.

I don’t know if it was this feeling that in Thurston found expression in a stiffish attitude and folded arms; at the mess table one day, in his absence, another explanation was suggested by our quartermaster, an irreclaimable stammerer when the wine was in:

The Mockingbird

Shall I tell a truth which, discrediting my courage, will have the effect of a lie?

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What, then, shall I do? Explain that I saw an enemy and fired? They have all said that of themselves, yet none believes it.

Shall I tell a truth which, discrediting my courage, will have the effect of a lie?

Ugh! it is an ugly business altogether. I wish to God I could find my man!”

The sun was low and red in the west; the level rays projected from the trunk of each giant pine a wall of shadow traversing the golden haze to eastward until light and shade were blended in undistinguishable blue.

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But ever through it all ran the song of the mockingbird, and when the dreamer opened his eyes and stared through the vistas of the pine forest the cessation of its music first apprised him that he was awake.

The sun was low and red in the west; the level rays projected from the trunk of each giant pine a wall of shadow traversing the golden haze to eastward until light and shade were blended in undistinguishable blue.

Private Grayrock rose to his feet, looked cautiously about him, shouldered his rifle and set off toward camp.

The Man Out of the Nose

As a face, this house is too large; as a dwelling, too small.

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The eyes are two circular windows, the nose is a door, the mouth an aperture caused by removal of a board below. There are no doorsteps.

As a face, this house is too large; as a dwelling, too small.

The blank, unmeaning stare of its lidless and browless eyes is uncanny.

An Adventure at Brownville

Brownville itself might rightly enough be described, indeed, as a summer place of last resort.

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The town is somewhat frequented in summer by a class of persons whom it is the habit of the local journal to call “pleasure seekers,” but who by a juster classification would be known as “the sick and those in adversity.”

Brownville itself might rightly enough be described, indeed, as a summer place of last resort.

It is fairly well endowed with boardinghouses, at the least pernicious of which I performed twice a day (lunching at the schoolhouse) the humble rite of cementing the alliance between soul and body.

When a man is enacting the role of potential assassin he has not the right to choose his audience.

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It seemed to me that the woman was in peril; at any rate the man had not disavowed a willingness to murder.

When a man is enacting the role of potential assassin he has not the right to choose his audience.

After some little time I saw them, indistinct in the moonlight among the trees. The man, tall and slender, seemed clothed in black; the woman wore, as nearly as I could make out, a gown of gray stuff.

Her mood, or rather her succession of moods, was as mutable as skylight in a rippling sea.

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“He” was evidently “not about.” We went slowly up the road that led to the Old Mill. She was apparently not strong and at times took my arm, relinquishing it and taking it again rather capriciously, I thought.

Her mood, or rather her succession of moods, was as mutable as skylight in a rippling sea.

She jested as if she had never heard of such a thing as death, and laughed on the lightest incitement, and directly afterward would sing a few bars of some grave melody with such tenderness of expression that I had to turn away my eyes …

The Famous Gilson Bequest

Society having rendered its verdict, there remained between Gilson and eternity only the decent formality of a trial.

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Brentshaw and publicly charged with horse stealing; the sheriff meantime busying himself about The Tree with a new manila rope and Carpenter Pete being actively employed between drinks upon a pine box about the length and breadth of Mr. Gilson.

Society having rendered its verdict, there remained between Gilson and eternity only the decent formality of a trial.

These are the short and simple annals of the prisoner:

The Applicant

Altogether, this reckless person had robbed his heirs-at-law of no less a sum than half a million dollars and flung it away in riotous giving.

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though the main expense was its endowment.

Altogether, this reckless person had robbed his heirs-at-law of no less a sum than half a million dollars and flung it away in riotous giving.

Possibly it was with a view to get out of sight of the silent big witness to his extravagance that he shortly afterward disposed of all his Grayville property that remained to him, turned his back upon the scene of his prodigality and went off …

In the army of indigence the uniform is rags; they serve to distinguish the rank and file from the recruiting officers.

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The man was indisputably ill-clad, yet not without a certain fitness and good taste, withal; for he was obviously an applicant for admittance to the Home, where poverty was a qualification.

In the army of indigence the uniform is rags; they serve to distinguish the rank and file from the recruiting officers.

As the old man, entering the gate of the grounds, shuffled up the broad walk, already white with the fast-falling snow, which from time to time he feebly shook from its various coigns of vantage on his person, he came under inspection of the large …

Certain sentiments are inappropriate to Christmastide, but Humor, like Death, has all seasons for his own.

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“The trustees,” Mr. Tilbody said, closing more doors than one, and cutting off two kinds of light, “have agreed that your application disagrees with them.”

Certain sentiments are inappropriate to Christmastide, but Humor, like Death, has all seasons for his own.

“Oh, my God!” cried the old man, in so thin and husky a tone that the invocation was anything but impressive, and to at least one of his two auditors sounded, indeed, somewhat ludicrous.

Chapter II

“He would rather bet than eat. As for fear⁠—I dare say he thinks it some cutaneous disorder, or possibly a particular kind of religious heresy.”

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“How do you know that?”

“He would rather bet than eat. As for fear⁠—I dare say he thinks it some cutaneous disorder, or possibly a particular kind of religious heresy.”

“What does he look like?” Helberson was evidently becoming interested.

Chapter III

But courage does not come of saying, “I will be courageous,” nor of recognizing its appropriateness to the occasion.

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Mr. Jarette was not at his ease; he was distinctly dissatisfied with his surroundings, and with himself for being so. “What have I to fear?” he thought. “This is ridiculous and disgraceful; I will not be so great a fool.”

But courage does not come of saying, “I will be courageous,” nor of recognizing its appropriateness to the occasion.

The more Jarette condemned himself, the more reason he gave himself for condemnation; the greater the number of variations which he played upon the simple theme of the harmlessness of the dead, the more insupportable grew the discord of his emotions. “What!”

Chapter II

His scientific sympathies were distinctly reptilian; he loved nature’s vulgarians and described himself as the Zola of zoology.

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For one of the higher nimbly and sweetly to recommend itself unto his gentle senses it had at least to retain certain rudimentary characteristics allying it to such “dragons of the prime” as toads and snakes.

His scientific sympathies were distinctly reptilian; he loved nature’s vulgarians and described himself as the Zola of zoology.

His wife and daughters not having the advantage to share his enlightened curiosity regarding the works and ways of our ill-starred fellow-creatures, were with needless austerity excluded from what he called the Snakery and doomed to companionship with their own kind, though to soften the …

Chapter III

The secret of human action is an open one: something contracts our muscles. Does it matter if we give to the preparatory molecular changes the name of will?

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The process is what we call consideration and decision. It is thus that we are wise and unwise. It is thus that the withered leaf in an autumn breeze shows greater or less intelligence than its fellows, falling upon the land or upon the lake.

The secret of human action is an open one: something contracts our muscles. Does it matter if we give to the preparatory molecular changes the name of will?

Brayton rose to his feet and prepared to back softly away from the snake, without disturbing it if possible, and through the door. Men retire so from the presence of the great, for greatness is power and power is a menace.

Men retire so from the presence of the great, for greatness is power and power is a menace.

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Brayton rose to his feet and prepared to back softly away from the snake, without disturbing it if possible, and through the door.

Men retire so from the presence of the great, for greatness is power and power is a menace.

He knew that he could walk backward without error. Should the monster follow, the taste which had plastered the walls with paintings had consistently supplied a rack of murderous Oriental weapons from which he could snatch one to suit the occasion.

“I am accounted brave,” he thought; “is bravery, then, no more than pride? Because there are none to witness the shame shall I retreat?”

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Brayton lifted his right foot free of the floor to step backward. That moment he felt a strong aversion to doing so.

“I am accounted brave,” he thought; “is bravery, then, no more than pride? Because there are none to witness the shame shall I retreat?”

He was steadying himself with his right hand upon the back of a chair, his foot suspended.

“Nonsense!” he said aloud; “I am not so great a coward as to fear to seem to myself afraid.”

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He was steadying himself with his right hand upon the back of a chair, his foot suspended.

“Nonsense!” he said aloud; “I am not so great a coward as to fear to seem to myself afraid.”

He lifted the foot a little higher by slightly bending the knee and thrust it sharply to the floor—an inch in front of the other! He could not think how that occurred. A trial with the left foot had the same result;

Chapter I

The whole place presented that raw and forbidding aspect of arrested development which is a new country’s substitute for the solemn grace of ruin wrought by time.

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The little valley itself, torn and gashed by pick and shovel, was unhandsome with long, bending lines of decaying flume resting here and there upon the summits of sharp ridges, and stilting awkwardly across the intervals upon unhewn poles.

The whole place presented that raw and forbidding aspect of arrested development which is a new country’s substitute for the solemn grace of ruin wrought by time.

Wherever there remained a patch of the original soil a rank overgrowth of weeds and brambles had spread upon the scene, and from its dank, unwholesome shades the visitor curious in such matters might have obtained numberless souvenirs of the camp’s former glory—fellowless boots mantled …

Chapter III

Barney had apparently but two passions in life⁠—love of Jefferson Doman, who had once been of some service to him, and love of whisky, which certainly had not.

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When not entertaining a circle of admiring auditors from San Francisco or the East he could commonly be found pursuing the comparatively obscure industry of sweeping out the various dance houses and purifying the cuspidors.

Barney had apparently but two passions in life⁠—love of Jefferson Doman, who had once been of some service to him, and love of whisky, which certainly had not.

He had been among the first in the rush to Hurdy-Gurdy, but had not prospered, and had sunk by degrees to the position of grave digger.

Chapter IV

When terror and absurdity make alliance, the effect is frightful.

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However it had come about, poor Scarry had indubitably been put into the earth face downward.

When terror and absurdity make alliance, the effect is frightful.

This stronghearted and daring man, this hardy night worker among the dead, this defiant antagonist of darkness and desolation, succumbed to a ridiculous surprise. He was smitten with a thrilling chill—shivered, and shook his massive shoulders as if to throw off an icy hand.

The Night

He had no conscious intention⁠—it was the mere courage of terror.

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The situation was horrible, but not without its fascination. The boy stopped to note it all. He was weak, faint and trembling; he could feel the blood forsaking his face. Nevertheless, he set his teeth and resolutely advanced to the house.

He had no conscious intention⁠—it was the mere courage of terror.

He thrust his white face forward into the illuminated opening. At that instant a strange, harsh cry, a shriek, broke upon the silence of the night—the note of a screech-owl. The man sprang to his feet, overturning the table and extinguishing the candle.

The Day Before

There are honest souls who believe that genius is a mode of excess.

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That is the revenge which dull minds take upon bright ones in resentment of their superiority. Mr. Colston was known as a man of genius.

There are honest souls who believe that genius is a mode of excess.

It was known that Colston did not drink liquor, but many said that he ate opium. Something in his appearance that morning—a certain wildness of the eyes, an unusual pallor, a thickness and rapidity of speech—were taken by Mr. Marsh to confirm the report.

The Boarded Window

He had had no experience in grief; his capacity had not been enlarged by use.

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And still through his consciousness ran an undersense of conviction that all was right—that he should have her again as before, and everything explained.

He had had no experience in grief; his capacity had not been enlarged by use.

His heart could not contain it all, nor his imagination rightly conceive it. He did not know he was so hard struck; that knowledge would come later, and never go.

Grief is an artist of powers as various as the instruments upon which he plays his dirges for the dead, evoking from some the sharpest, shrillest notes, from others the low, grave chords that throb recurrent like the slow beating of a distant drum.

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He had had no experience in grief; his capacity had not been enlarged by use. His heart could not contain it all, nor his imagination rightly conceive it. He did not know he was so hard struck; that knowledge would come later, and never go.

Grief is an artist of powers as various as the instruments upon which he plays his dirges for the dead, evoking from some the sharpest, shrillest notes, from others the low, grave chords that throb recurrent like the slow beating of a distant drum.

Some natures it startles; some it stupefies. To one it comes like the stroke of an arrow, stinging all the sensibilities to a keener life; to another as the blow of a bludgeon, which in crushing benumbs.

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